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Guards of Folsom | Book Four

Guards of Folsom: Book Four

Life has been known by a series of constants. Violence, anger, drugs, sex, death, heartbreak, pain, fear and the most common, hunger. Always hunger. Not the kind that can be satisfied with food, but the kind born of circumstance. The kind that not only claws within a gut, but settles into a heart, consumes a mind. Deeper. Encircles, penetrates the soul. Hunger for something more, something better, safer. Always just out of grasp.

Craving. Starved.

It’s part of me.

Who I am.

Born of blood and violence, hunger is my fate.

Yet, the slightest things can change the directions of a life. An unplanned circumstance, random act—a connection—a chance event, like a lightning strike, fate trumped.

Jamie is my lightning strike.
                                                      Tek Cain

Tek Cain was cultivated from birth to lead the motorcycle gang, Crimson Eight. Jamie Ryan, his best friend, is destined to be his second. But forbidden desires have them questioning everything they know, and an undeniable bond makes them want more than their supposed brotherhood can provide. Their love could get them killed, but they are bound to each other—from the cradle to the grave.

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Otro camino

Otro camino

Un libro de la saga Otro camino

A simple vista, Jesse Ross es un tipo normal en una relación con su dulce novia, Adele. Pero lo que su novia no sabe es que él está teniendo una aventura —con un hombre—, y explorando su sexualidad de formas que nunca podría haber imaginado. Su compartimentada vida encaja a la perfección con la de Jesse, y él no tiene ninguna intención de salir del armario, declarando que es bisexual o que es un sumiso.

Sin embargo, Jesse toma un cambio de rumbo cuando su Amo, Will, admite que quiere más, que le quiere como su pareja, no solo como sumiso. De repente, la vida compartimentada de Jesse deja de ser tan cómoda. Al final, Jesse debe lidiar con todo ello por su novia, por su amante, y por sí mismo.

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2nd Edition

Six months after Kit lost his big brother to a drunk driver, he's alone and feeling like everyone has left him behind. He struggles to get out of bed, to feed himself, to talk to his parents. Worst of all, the man he loves, his brother's best friend, hasn't spoken to him since the funeral.

Tattoo artist Jason always planned to wait until Kit was a bit more experienced and mature before he told Kit how he felt about him. But Bear’s death changes everything, and Jason opts to give Kit space to heal.

However, the next time they meet, Jason is startled at how far Kit has deteriorated, so he takes him home. Simply taking care of Kit isn’t enough. Marking Kit with the tattoo he demands opens a window, but Jason still isn’t getting through, until he begins ordering Kit around and sees how receptive Kit is to his strong hand.

1st Edition published September 12, 2012 by Silver Publishing

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Off Stage: In the Wings

Off Stage | Set Two

Off Stage: Set Two

Lenny Stevens was the lead guitarist of the up-and-coming grunge band Firefly until he crossed the line with the band’s lead singer. Now he’s faced with the impossible task of rebuilding his life without the music that had kept him together. Struggling with his fear and rage, he creates the same damaging patterns in his relationship with his lover, Vance Ashcroft.

Vance knows that Lenny is the submissive meant for him. He is convinced he can save Lenny from his demons and puts faith in his ability. But when Len’s temper leads to him physically hurting Vance and destroying property, both men realize Len’s issues are too big for them to work through alone.

Seeking the help of the people who know Len best, Vance invites his former bandmates to the ranch for Len’s belated birthday party. Together, they try to create a safe haven for Len to come apart and, hopefully, rearrange himself into a man who can live with his past and create a future worth having.

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Une autre voie

Une Autre Voie

Une Autre Voie, numéro hors série

À première vue, Jesse Ross est un homme ordinaire, engagé dans une relation ordinaire avec sa petite amie depuis l’université, Adele. Mais ce que sa copine ignore, c’est qu’il a une liaison – avec un homme – et qu’il explore sa sexualité d’une manière qu’elle n’aurait jamais pu imaginer. Sa vie compartimentée convient très bien à Jesse et il n’a pas l’intention de sortir du placard, que ce soit comme bisexuel ou comme soumis.

Cependant, Jesse est sous le choc lorsque son Maître, Will, avoue vouloir plus, vouloir Jesse comme partenaire, et pas seulement comme soumis. Soudain, la vie bien compartimentée de Jesse n’est plus aussi confortable. En fin de compte, Jesse se doit de tout risquer, pour sa petite amie, pour son amant et pour lui-même.

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Chiot

Les Gardiens de Folsom | Tome 1

Les Gardiens de Folsom, tome 1

Micah ‘Chiot’ Slayde a su qu’il voulait de Tackett Austin dès le moment où il a posé les yeux sur lui aux ‘Gardes de Folsom’. Il veut toujours avoir raison, être pris en charge et prendre soin de son Dom – il veut lui faire entièrement confiance, vivre pour lui, lui appartenir. Pour devenir son tout. Micah est sûr que Tackett est l’élu. Le problème, c’est que pour être un soumis parfait, il a besoin de rester concentré et ce n’est pas chose facile pour Micah qui souffre de ce qu’il désigne comme ‘un cerveau cassé’. Problème de concentration et trouble déficitaire de l’attention coexistent rarement ensemble.

Depuis la cérémonie de pose de collier entre Ty Callahan et Blake Henderson, Tackett pense trop souvent à sa propre solitude. Même si Ty lui présente Micah qui l’exhorte à lui accorder un essai, il n’est pas le genre de Dom à se laisser facilement convaincre. Il a passé toute sa vie à poursuivre une carrière aujourd’hui réussie, et les soumis qu’il domine n’apprécient presque jamais deux fois le baiser de son fouet. Ayant vingt ans de plus que Micah, Tackett n’éprouve aucun intérêt à prendre et à apprivoiser un si jeune soumis arrogant… Mais il est difficile de résister à un chiot aussi adorable lorsqu’il supplie.

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Fractured

Bay Area Professionals

Bay Area Professionals

Roque “Ro” Celdran dreams of a better life, far away from the hand-to-mouth existence of his migrant worker family. He moves to San Francisco to study Landscape Design but finds himself short of cash. Tony, Ro’s identical twin, comes up with a plan to help Ro make ends meet. The BDSM club Tony frequents is looking for gay men to act as submissives to the Dommes-in-training. Ro reluctantly takes the job and falls headfirst into a world he neither understands nor desires.

Lance Roberts is the new doctor at the dental practice started by Scott Gregory and Robin Kennedy. On the surface, he seems to have it all: the Mensa IQ, blond and blue-eyed good looks, and the determination to make it in his competitive field. Underneath lies a frustrated Dom in search of the perfect sub who can handle his obsessive behavior and debilitating need for control.

When Ro ends up in Lance’s dental chair, the last thing either one expects is a physical and mental connection. Ro’s attraction to “White Bread” never pans out, and Lance’s weakness for Latinos always leads to a dead end. Could this time be different? What happens between the two alphas leads to a lot of soul-searching and some surprising conclusions.

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Devon West is a professional Dom who runs his own club, doesn’t believe in romance, and has never been in a long-term relationship. All this changes when he rescues Chase Mackenzie.

Chase is a runaway who has been kept as a slave since he was sixteen. Now twenty-three, he’s still innocent and sweet despite being severely abused and left behind by his Dom.

When Devon finds out that the man who held Chase hostage is the same man who hurt him terribly when he started learning about the sub/Dom lifestyle, he knows he has to keep Chase safe.

Spoiled rich boy and sociopath James Kingston is obsessed with Devon. He’s convinced Devon would be his perfect sub and Devon only thinks he’s a Dom because he needs proper discipline. Losing Chase to Devon is like rubbing salt in the wound, and he’s determined to get them both under his thumb. This time, Chase may need to rescue Devon.

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Ti appartengo

Il momento di decidere

Seguito di Il momento di decidere
Un libro della serie Il momento di decidere

Sono passati tre anni da quando Jesse Ross ha dovuto scegliere tra il suo Padrone e la sua ragazza, tre anni che ha passato vivendo una meravigliosa relazione con Will, il suo Dominatore, e in cui ha potuto finalmente essere onesto sulla sua sessualità. Dall’esterno, la relazione tra Will e Jesse è sicura, solida e romantica: le persone si aspettano che si sistemino, si sposino e formino una famiglia. Basterà un incidente d’auto per far emergere i problemi nascosti della loro vita insieme.

Traumatizzato dall’incidente, Will ritrova la sua sicurezza fatta a pezzi. Dopo aver fatto involontariamente del male a Jesse durante l’incidente, Will scopre che gli è impossibile fargli del male in camera da letto e, all’improvviso, deve ritrovare la capacità di essere il Dominatore di Jesse. L’impasse in cui si trovano, sia emotiva che fisica, costringe Jesse a combattere per tenere insieme i pezzi della loro relazione in frantumi. Le cicatrici sul corpo potranno guarire con il tempo, ma il trauma emotivo ha fatto più danni di quanto i due uomini potessero prevedere...

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Exodus

Heaven Corp | Book Two

Heaven Corp: Book Two

Henry “Hank” Abraham’s privileged status in the floating city of Heaven lets him flout Morality Laws that control the lives of others. But when he wakes up in the arms of another stranger, only bodyguard Ian Caldwell’s quick thinking saves his life.

Though Ian’s from the low levels and the labor class, he’s used to dealing with the pampered society of Heaven. He’s assigned to protect Hank while angels, cybernetically modified humans who defend Heaven, investigate the assassination attempt. Doing his job means Ian must ignore his growing interest in Hank. Acting on their mutual attraction would certainly get Ian reprogrammed, something neither of them can afford.

When Hank follows Ian to a popular BDSM club in Downside and his ID chip is lost during a nearly fatal mugging, he finds himself locked out of Heaven. As Ian fights to get them home, rumors of impending war begin to circulate—along with more troubling news that Ian is wanted for Hank’s murder. While struggling to keep the man he has come to love safe, Ian must find out who’s behind the plot and if it’s a catalyst for war or just a convenient excuse.

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Growing up in foster care has left Kerry Grey with little self-esteem or hope for his future. A college dropout, Kerry scrapes by on a part-time job at a garden nursery. His friendship with his boss and working with the plants are the only high points in Kerry’s life. He’s been dating the man who bullied him at school, but when his boyfriend abandons him at a party, Kerry wanders down the beach to drown his sorrows in a bottle of scotch.

Malcolm Holmes and Charlie Stone have been together for fifteen years. Despite Charlie's willingness to accept Malcolm's unspoken domination in bed,something is missing from their relationship. Early one morning, they rescue a passed out Kerry from being washed away by the tide and Charlie immediately senses a kindred spirit in the lost younger man. When Kerry’s roommate kicks him out, Malcolm and Charlie invite him into their home. As Charlie and Kerry bond over Charlie’s garden, Malcolm sees Kerry may be just who they have been looking for to complete their lives. All they have to do is show Kerry, and each other, that Kerry's submissive tendencies will fit their dynamic.

But someone is sabotaging Kerry at every turn. As he struggles to discover the culprit, he fears for the safety of his new friends. If Malcolm and Charlie cannot help, their lifelong search for their perfect third may not end with the happily ever after they imagined.

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After a difficult start in life, Joey's dreams are finally coming true after he is accepted to the college of his choice. He attempts to find what’s missing on a BDSM website and is invited to dinner by Gabriel. Joey finds comfort in Gabriel’s understanding of his needs and accepts an invitation to spend the weekend together so Joey can find out if being a sex slave is really what he wants.

Their weekend starts out rough when Gabriel finds out Joey kept an important secret from him, but they persevere, and Joey discovers he is made for the role Gabriel guides him into. Gabriel is a stern, temperamental Master, but this only makes the trust between grow until Joey can proudly say,

“My name is Joey Mantello.
I am nineteen years old.
I am a sex slave.
I belong only to my Master, Gabriel.
I would have it no other way.”

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Someone to Keep Me

Collars and Cuffs | Book Three

Collars and Cuffs: Book Three

Eighteen-year-old Scott Keating knows a whole world exists beyond his parents’ strict control, but until he gains access to the World Wide Web, he really has no idea what’s out there. In a chat room, Scott meets “JeffUK.” Jeff loves and understands him, and when he offers to bring Scott to the UK, Scott seizes his chance to escape his humdrum life and see the world. But when his plane touches down and Jeff isn’t there, panic sets in.

Collars & Cuffs favorite barman and Dom-in-training, Ben Winters, drops his sister off at the airport and finds a lost, anxious Scott. Hearing Scott’s story sets off alarm bells, along with his protective instincts. Taking pity on the naïve boy, Ben offers him a place to crash and invites him to Collars & Cuffs, hoping his bosses will know how to help. Scott dreams of belonging to someone, heart and soul. Ben longs for a sub of his own. And neither man sees what’s right under his nose.

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On a whim, Boston doctor Bryan Newcastle books a Caribbean cruise for gay men, hoping for two weeks of sexual exploration with someone who’ll bring out the daring soul inside him.

With a simple slide of a keycard across a table, newspaperman Phil Sanderson plunges Bryan into a world of sexual freedom where longing for more comes as naturally as breathing. As Phil takes Bryan to new heights, the cruise ends with so much unexplored.

During a visit with Phil in Des Moines, Bryan receives a call that changes everything. Together, they travel back to Boston, but Phil’s protective nature gets in the way of Bryan’s need to handle tragedy in his own way. While Bryan struggles to come to terms with all he thought real about his past, Phil must trust that Bryan is strong enough, or he might lose the best thing that's ever happened to him.

Portions of this novel originally published as separate stories: Free Me published by Amber Allure, June 2011; In His Arms published by Amber Allure, August 2011.

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To celebrate his decision to take the next step with his boyfriend Ian, Toshi Baylor plans a romantic evening at their favorite steak house. Toshi starts the special weekend with a bang by surprising Ian at home with lunch. There’s a bang all right, but it’s between Ian and another guy.

Jase Taylor’s auto repair shop and the BDSM club, Wrapped Up, keep him busy while he waits for Mr. Right, instead of Mr. Right Now. He’s a Dom, but playing with the club’s submissives isn’t providing the usual stress release. After a day from hell, he deserves a good meal at his favorite steak house.

Toshi and Jase find a mix-up with their reservations: a table for Baylor, not Taylor. When Toshi invites Jase to dine with him, they discover a mutual affection for leather and a shared belief that trust must be earned.

Before they can explore their common interests, Toshi suffers a series of attacks by vandals. Jase’s protective instincts kick in, but both wonder if it can lead to anything permanent.

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Nicolas Sayers, ayant besoin d'argent pour l'université, prend un emploi comme assistant de l'infâme photographe Damian Wolfe. Il s'agit juste prendre des photos, pas vrai ? Faux. Alors que Nick n'a jamais remis en cause le genre d'homme qu'il est ou ce qu'il veut vraiment dans la vie, travailler pour Damian lors d'une séance photo sur le thème du BDSM lui ouvre les yeux sur toutes sortes de possibilités sexuelles, et beaucoup d'entre elles incluent le beau M. Wolfe.

Damian a de sérieux doutes quant à s'impliquer avec un homme plus jeune qui ne connaît rien sur le mode de vie BDSM, mais l'approche audacieuse et pleine d'humour de Nick face à de nouvelles expériences est trop séduisante pour y résister. Bien qu'il sache que ce pourrait être une erreur, Damian prend Nick dans sa vie.

Faire l'expérience de la perte de contrôle, de la soumission et la douleur excite Nick plus qu'il n'aurait jamais cru possible. Avec Damian, il apprend à connaître ses propres désirs profondément enfouis et découvre que l'abandon de tout contrôle ne le rend pas faible que quelqu'un d'autre prenne le contrôle de son plaisir sexuel l'augmente, tout simplement. Et l'inverse est vrai pour Damian : le contrôle l'excite. Ils se mettent alors à explorer ces limites sensuelles ensemble, ne s'attendant pas à trouver l'amour en chemin.

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Pony

Guards of Folsom | Book Three

Guards of Folsom: Book Three

Grant Maxwell, aka Max, wakes to find his coffeepot has died in the night. Not one who can start his day without his favorite brew, he heads to the local coffee shop. Max finds something even more appealing than caffeine in the form of twenty-six-year-old hottie Aiden James. For the first time in his life, well-established, confident and respected Dom Max finds himself sputtering and unsure in the face of Aiden’s charms.

Aiden lives with three roommates, works a dead-end job, and isn’t sure where his life is heading. That is until he meets Max. Max introduces him to a foreign yet intriguing lifestyle, and they soon discover they have something more than mutual attraction in common.

A shared kink is one thing, but Aiden’s past vanilla sexual experiences as well as his fear of losing himself in Max may keep Aiden from experiencing his fantasy. Max has an obstacle of his own to overcome. He must somehow figure out how to help Aiden explore his submissive side when, for the first time in his life, he’s head over heels in love.

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Ross Jenson is looking forward to a little midmorning delight to celebrate making Lifetime in Weight Watchers, but after he spent eight months losing ninety-eight pounds, what his lover gets him is a triple-layer chocolate cake. When Ross refuses to eat it, the newly minted ex leaves the country and dumps him via e-mail, with three sentences and a link to a chubby chasers web site. A few days later, Ross’s best friend and workout buddy takes him to her favorite club for drinks. Ross is shocked when he realizes it’s a sex club but warms to the idea in record time when a mysterious Japanese man and his silken ropes sweep him off his feet. Ross has never thought of himself as adventurous, but he can’t stop thinking about the man who makes his bones feel like gummy worms.

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