An Art Series novel
Timothy left home when he was eighteen to get away from his reckless mother, but he never stopped visiting his grandfather, who taught him what love was all about. Now that Grampy has passed away, Timothy finds that the old man's legacy is everything Timothy has dreamed of—and more.
Inside the house Timothy loves so much is a cache of coins with historical value… and a mystery, because one of them isn’t supposed to exist. In memory of his grandfather, Timothy sets out to make sure that the mystery and the coins are given their due honor. In his quest to keep the government from confiscating his grandfather’s legacy, he meets Joiner, whose interest in Timothy is as clear and open as Timothy is guarded. There are things about Timothy's life and his past he doesn't want anyone to know, not even the kind man who is helping him with the complications of legal tender.
TIMOTHY BESCH pulled his old clunker of a car into the parking lot of the nursing home on Milwaukee’s East Side, hoping the old thing would make it for just a few more months. Every now and then it made a sound like gunfire, and it chose that moment to do it. Letting off the gas, he glided into a parking space and turned the key. The engine ran for a few seconds before finally dying. Every time that happened, Timothy wondered if that would be the end and the old thing would give up the ghost. Not that he could blame it.
His car door groaned, metal scraping metal as he opened the driver’s door and stepped out of what he knew was probably a death trap, but for now he had no choice. Another car was not a priority. He had less than six months to go and he would actually graduate from college—with a mountain of debt, but he would graduate. Timothy closed the door, getting an even louder than normal screech of protest, walked toward the front door, and went inside.
The place was depressing; it always had been. And it wasn’t just because it was a nursing home, but one of those that took people who had nowhere else to go. Timothy hated it and wanted so badly to move Grampy to another place, but his grandfather wouldn’t hear of it. Walking down the hallway, he passed old men and women sitting in wheelchairs, moving slowly down the halls like they were pulling the entire weight of their own lives behind them. Wrinkled faces looked up at him like puppy dogs begging for a little attention. As he walked, Timothy said good morning to everyone who met his eyes. Some he knew by name, some he didn’t, but it didn’t matter to them or him. One lady reached to him, taking Timothy’s hand in hers. Rose was always a breath of fresh air in this dreary place. Eyes bright, sharp as a tack, hands curled with arthritis, and nearly deaf, she put her skinny arms around his neck, pulling him into a hug the way she always did. Timothy relished this simple gesture every time he visited, probably because they both needed the simple contact and comfort. “I’ll come to visit with you once I see Grampy,” Timothy promised, as he always did. After visiting Grampy, he always stopped to see Rose for a few minutes. She nodded, knowing the routine, and Timothy continued down the hall.
“Hi, Grampy,” Timothy said with as much of a smile as he could muster as he walked into the small room. At least Grampy had his own room instead of sharing with someone else. Timothy saw Grampy’s eyes open, and the elderly man smiled a little bit. He was so weak lately, but Grampy tried to sit up, and Timothy helped by propping pillows behind him.
“How are you feeling?” Timothy sat in the chair next to the bed, holding Grampy’s hand. He used to hug him, but Grampy had become so fragile, and his skin so sensitive, that additional stimulation hurt. So Timothy contented both of them by holding his hand.
“My legs itch,” Grampy said, and Timothy looked down at the bedding, to where Grampy’s legs would have been if he still had them. His circulation had stopped, and they’d had to amputate over a year ago. He’d gotten better at first and was more alert after the surgery, but since then, he’d slowly returned to what he was like before his legs were taken. Timothy often wondered if they simply should have let Grampy die, but he hadn’t been able to bear that thought, so he’d made the toughest decision of his young life and let the doctors take Grampy’s legs. Now he wondered constantly if he’d made the right decision.
“I know,” Timothy said. “Close your eyes, and I’ll scratch them for you.” Timothy had been told that these were phantoms. Timothy made scratching sounds on the bed, and Grampy sighed softly, like he was feeling better. It was all in Grampy’s mind, so Timothy played along, and Grampy felt better. “Has anyone been up to see you?”
“Your mother was here yesterday,” Grampy said softly. “She wanted money, and I told her to get a job.” Grampy smiled and laughed a little. “She always was a lazy thing.” Timothy agreed with him but kept quiet. There was no need to upset him, and at least Grampy hadn’t given her any money. “I saved it all for you, Timmy,” Grampy added. “All I had I saved for you.”
“Grampy, you don’t need to save anything for me. You need it for you,” Timothy said, but Grampy had his eyes closed, and he was no longer with him. Their visits often went like this. When Grampy got tired, his mind would wander and he wouldn’t make much sense.
“I saved it for you, Timmy. I put it where you always played.” Grampy muttered something else and sat back in the bed, holding his hand like he had before. “The nurse came in here yesterday, and she had a banana on her head.” Grampy’s eyes shot open, and he turned his head toward Timothy. “Who are you?”
“I’m Timothy, Grampy. Remember?” Sometimes he did and sometimes he didn’t. The moments of lucidity were unfortunately becoming fewer and fewer. “Go to sleep. I’ll sit with you for a while.”
He shook his head on the pillow. “Remember the stories, Timmy. I can’t give you much, but it’s all in the stories. Tell me you remember the stories.”
Timothy smiled. “I remember every one you ever told me.” Timothy settled back in the chair. “You used to tell me all kinds of stories. We’d sit on the porch swing, and you would hold me on your lap and tell me about the things you and your dad did. Do you remember?” Grampy closed his eyes, and Timothy sat with him until he fell asleep.
“Remember the stories, Timmy,” Grampy mumbled when Timothy got up to leave. “They’re where you used to play.”
“I will; I promise.” Timothy patted Grampy’s hand and left the room. He stopped at the nurse’s station on his way out to make sure they checked on Grampy. Then he made his way to Rose’s room and found her sitting in her chair in front of her small television with a pair of huge headphones on. She was watching the news, and as he entered, he heard her make a very unladylike noise.
He walked around the bed and touched her shoulder. She jumped a little before pulling off the headphones. “There you are. I thought you forgot me.” She smiled, as if to say she really hadn’t, and rolled back from the television after turning it off.
“I just stopped by to say hello. You don’t have to stop watching because of me,” Timothy explained.
She made the same sound as she had earlier. “The president was making a speech. That Bush kid is as dumb as a box of rocks.” She actually made a hand gesture at the television before turning back to Timothy with a smile on her face. “I have some cookies here somewhere,” she said, and Timothy smiled. She was always trying to feed him.
“So how are you doing today?”
“As good as I can be,” she answered. “They have me making baby quilts.” She rolled her old eyes as best she could. “There isn’t a baby within ten miles of this place, and if there were, all these old folks would suck the life out of it. But I spend my days making baby quilts.”
“It keeps you busy,” Timothy said, sitting in the chair in the corner.
“Yes, I suppose they figure if they keep us busy, the inmates won’t try to take over the asylum.” They both laughed. Rose was a sharp cookie. She’d told him once that she was ninety-seven, and Timothy supposed at that age, she was entitled to say whatever she wanted. “How’s your Grampy?”
“Not good,” Timothy answered, and Rose nodded.
“This place isn’t good for anybody. It’s where they put us out of sight to die.” She said it so matter-of-factly it seemed sort of shocking to Timothy, and he looked at his shoes, feeling lower than dirt that he couldn’t find a better place for Grampy. “Hey, I didn’t mean you. Your Grampy and I are the lucky ones.” Her hand touched his leg reassuringly. “The kids visit me all the time, and you see your Grampy plenty. We aren’t forgotten, but most of them are.”
“But if I could find him a better place…,” Timothy began, and Rose clucked her teeth.
“It isn’t the place, because they’re all the same. No matter how much you pay, it’s still a home where you can be forgotten,” Rose explained. “Sometimes the depression here is enough to suck the life out of you.”
Timothy got up as two teenagers walked into the room, smiling and filled with energy. He said goodbye and left the room so Rose could visit with the kids. As he reached for the door, he heard all three of them laughing. Walking back down the hall, Timothy looked in on Grampy, who looked sound asleep. But he was playing possum, and as soon as he realized Timothy was there, he opened his eyes and tried to sit up. Timothy went back into the room and proceeded to have nearly the exact same visit he’d had less than an hour earlier, Grampy not remembering a thing. When he left a second time, Grampy said in a raised voice, “Remember the stories, Timmy.”
Timothy hurried back into the room and hugged his Grampy. He knew he shouldn’t, but he needed him so badly, and he felt Grampy’s arms around him and heard him whispering nonsense into his ears. “I love you, Grampy.”
“I love you too, Timmy,” he said, barely above a whisper. When Timothy let go, Grampy closed his eyes once again but looked happier, and Timothy’s spirit felt much lighter as he left the nursing home.
TIMOTHY pulled his new car, the first he’d ever had, in front of what in his own mind he referred to as the house of horrors. Parking the car, Timothy tried to decide if he actually wanted to stop at all. He could simply pull away again and tell the lawyer to sell it, or better yet, bulldoze the place to the ground. But he knew he wouldn’t do that. There were good memories here, too, but bad ones had been laid down on top of those, and they were the ones that were hard to forget, the ones he saw again and again in his dreams. The house had been Grampy’s, and for that reason alone it held a place in his heart, but Grampy hadn’t actually lived there for quite a while. And even when Grampy had, he couldn’t stop the hurt. Getting out of the car, Timothy stared at the front door but didn’t move.
“Timmy!” A familiar voice rang out, and he turned to see Dieter running toward him. They’d met when Timothy and his mother had first moved in with Grampy. Dieter nearly tackled him with his energetic hug. “Are you okay? I saw people evicting your mom, and I figured I wouldn’t see you again.” Dieter seemed so happy, and his energy dispelled some of the gloom Timothy was feeling.
“Well,” Timothy began, wondering if Dieter would understand, “I was the one who tossed the deadbeats out on their sorry asses.”
“You evicted your own mother?” Dieter stared at him openmouthed.
“Yup, and I would have done it years ago if I’d known Grampy had put the house in my name.” Timothy felt the hate and rage swell inside him. “She’s an addict who couldn’t even show up for Grampy’s funeral. I always thought Grampy had given her the house, that’s what she said, but it was deeded to me years ago because he knew how my mother was.” Dieter still stared at him with his mouth hanging open. “I know it sounds harsh, but the bitch hit Grampy before we got him in the nursing home,” Timothy said. He didn’t tell Dieter that she and sometimes her “boyfriends” had hit him too.
“Then good for you,” Dieter said, and he put his arm around Timothy’s shoulder like he’d done when they were kids. “I loved your Grampy. Do you remember the stories he used to tell?”
“All the time,” Timothy said. “Do you still live in the same house?”
“Yeah. Gram died a while ago, and my partner Gerald and I live there now. Do you remember Tyler?” Dieter asked as they walked across the yard, and Timothy nodded. Tyler was older, so they weren’t close friends. “He and his partner Mark bought his grandmother’s house a while ago. It’s like when we were kids, except the kids have taken over.” Dieter snickered, the way Timothy remembered from when they were young, familiar and comforting in its way. “Are you going to keep the house?”
“I haven’t decided. Mom didn’t take good care of the place. But it was Grampy’s house, and he’d hate to see it the way it looks now.” Actually, the peeling paint and jungle yard would have broken Grampy’s heart; Timothy knew it.
“Come on, let’s take a look inside,” Dieter said, and Timothy agreed. After all, that was why he was here, and at least he wouldn’t have to see the mess on his own.
The inside wasn’t as bad as he feared. It was mostly dirty and old. His mother, the old bitch, hadn’t done anything, but at least she hadn’t really damaged the place, either. “It needs a good cleaning and some paint,” Timothy said as he walked from room to room. There was stuff piled in some of the corners and some old furniture. As he wandered around, he remembered these rooms when Grampy was still living here. The wallpaper in the living room was the same he remembered, faded with time, but still there.
“This is a great house. You could clean up the inside and have the outside painted. The yard needs some work, but you can do that yourself. This could be a really wonderful house, and I’m sure Gerald and I could help you. I bet Mark and Tyler would too. They helped me with mine, and they know everybody.” Dieter sounded so excited. “I’d love to have you as my neighbor again. I missed you after you left.”
Timothy stopped moving through the room and turned to Dieter. “I missed you too, but I couldn’t stay here anymore.” Timothy felt his knees threaten to buckle, and he forced himself to remain standing. He was not going to give in to the fear, not now, with Dieter here. He could do that when he was alone, but not now.
Dieter nodded before heading toward the stairs. “I still missed you.”
Timothy forced his legs to move and followed Dieter to the second floor. It looked much like the first floor, except for a few rooms, one of which had been his. There were still some of the things he hadn’t taken with him in there: some old pictures, the bed and dresser, the detritus of a life left behind. Timothy didn’t look too hard; he really wasn’t ready for that.
Leaving the room, they continued down the hall. The other two bedrooms were largely empty, but the fourth small bedroom looked as though it had been used as storage for everything his mother had no use for. “She could never throw a single thing away, the pig!” Timothy shut the door and added a dumpster to the list of things he was going to have to get.
“I bet if you pull up these old carpets….” Dieter knelt in one of the corners, pulling at the edge. “Look, there’s oak under here. If you get rid of these, I bet the floors will be beautiful. You’ve got great woodwork, and mostly it just needs cleaning and touchups. This could be a really great house, and think how happy Grampy would be to see you here fixing the place up.”
Timothy laughed, throwing his arms around Dieter’s neck. “You just want the neighborhood eyesore cleaned up.”
Dieter looked mortified for about two seconds before grinning. “Actually, I want my best friend back. It felt like you got ripped away when you left.” Dieter returned his hug. “I know why you did it, and I don’t blame you one bit, but it still hurt.”
“I know, and I’m sorry,” Timothy said, wishing more than anything that things had been different.
“Gerald will be home from work soon. Why don’t you come back to the house? We can talk, and you can stay for dinner.” Dieter grinned, and Timothy remembered what he’d been missing all this time. Growing up, Dieter had always acted like the big brother he’d never had, actually better than a big brother, because he was also his best friend.
“Are you sure Gerald won’t mind?”
“Of course not,” Dieter said, as they descended the stairs. They left the house, and Timothy locked the front door. Following Dieter across the yards, he watched as his friend bounded up his front stairs and held the door open for him. Inside, the house was a showplace, and Timothy stopped, almost in shock. He’d been expecting the house to look the same as it had when he and Dieter were kids, but it was so different, in a rather spectacular way. “Go on into the living room. I’ll get something for us to eat and be right in.” Dieter left, and Timothy wandered a little through the house, admiring everything.
“This is really nice,” Timothy said as he stopped in front of the fireplace. The portrait above it looked familiar.
Timothy stared at the image. “Why does this look familiar?” Timothy had seen this somewhere, but he wasn’t sure why.
“That’s Gram when she was a girl,” Dieter said from behind him. “Sometimes I find it hard to believe she was ever that young because I only knew her when she was old. It was hanging in the museum for a while. The Woman in Blue was Gram’s mother. The portrait of Gram was part of the opening exhibit at the museum, along with the other works we were able to recover. I’m surprised you didn’t hear about it. The story was all over the news and stuff.” Dieter looked hurt, and Timothy sighed.
“I’ve been really out of it for a while. Between school, working, and taking care of Grampy, I missed a whole chunk of what went on in the outside world.” Timothy didn’t know what to say. He hadn’t meant to hurt anyone. “I’m glad you got the paintings back; they’re really amazing,” Timothy said, feeling uncomfortable and sort of figuring he should just leave.
Timothy turned to say goodbye, and Dieter’s hand touched his shoulder. “I just missed you,” Dieter said, and Timothy placed a hand on Dieter’s. “It was like you ran away from me too.” That was Dieter—sensitive as they came. He remembered the one time they’d fought as children: Dieter had looked as though his world was coming to an end.
“I didn’t run away, Dieter, I got out,” Timothy said softly as he tried to hold it together. After six years, the hurt was still close to the surface sometimes. “I worked after I graduated high school and went to college. It was a freaking miracle that I got this scholarship through the school so I didn’t have to borrow all the money for my degree.” He still had a mountain of debt, but he was working hard to pay it down.
“Where are you working now?”
Timothy smiled wide. “I got a job in the design department at Harley Davidson. I help design the motorcycles. I’m the junior associate in my department, but it’s the coolest job ever.” Timothy loved going into work every morning. The other guys who’d been there for a while thought Timothy a bit too enthusiastic, but this was his dream job. “I’m saving up to get a cycle, but I have bills to pay down, so that will have to wait for a little while.”
“I’m glad you’re doing well,” Dieter said before bear-hugging him again. “I’m not letting you get away again. Even if you sell the house, I’ll stalk you if you don’t stay in touch.”
Timothy laughed and returned Dieter’s hug. It was good to have close human contact again. For a long time, he hadn’t been touched like this, except for careful hugs with Grampy and Rose, but he had to be careful not to hurt either of them. Dieter, on the other hand, threw himself into the hug, and Timothy figured he must be feeling like his prodigal brother had returned, because that was a bit how Timothy was feeling right now. He hadn’t even realized just how much he’d missed his friend until he saw him again.
“The house looks amazing,” Timothy commented once Dieter released him from the hug.
“This house didn’t look much better than yours when I got it. Gram did her best, but the house needed a lot of work. Initially, I did a lot of it myself, but Gerald has helped as well, and we’ve been able to make the house our own. Would you like to see the rest?” Dieter asked excitedly, taking Timothy on a tour of the entire place. It looked so very different from the way the house had looked when Dieter’s grandmother had lived there. “I didn’t want the house to look like a memorial to Gram, so we updated a lot of the rooms. Her bedroom was one of the last we did, but I had to bite the bullet and let it go.”
“Do you think my house could look like this?” Timothy asked as he ran his hand over the fireplace mantel in Dieter’s master bedroom.
“I don’t see why not,” Dieter answered. “These old houses have amazing character, and with a little care and some elbow grease, they shine right up.” Timothy heard what he thought was the front door opening and closing. “That’s Gerald,” Dieter said, already heading for the stairs. Timothy followed more slowly, and when he reached the lower landing, he saw Dieter in the arms of another man, both of them obviously very happy to see each other. The wave of longing that came over Timothy nearly knocked him back onto the stairs. He wanted that kind of unabashed happiness more than he could say, and he hadn’t even known it until that second. The realization made him understand why he felt so hollow inside sometimes. Timothy pulled himself together and headed the rest of the way down to where the other two men were standing. “Gerald, this is Timothy. He and I have been friends for years, and he owns the house two doors down. I’m trying to convince him to stay and fix it up.” Dieter kept an arm around Gerald’s waist as he made introductions.
Gerald extended his hand. “It’s nice to meet you. Dieter has told me about some of the things you two did growing up.”
“It’s nice to meet you too, and I hope you won’t hold those stories against me.”
“Timothy is going to join us for dinner,” Dieter explained, and Gerald nodded.
“I figured that part out,” he said with a smile before turning to Timothy. “I was about to open a bottle of wine—would you like a glass?”
“That would be nice, thank you,” Timothy answered, and he followed the couple back into the kitchen. It had obviously been recently remodeled, and every surface gleamed, from the granite countertops to the new cabinets that went beautifully with the rest of the house. His mind was already turning about what he wanted to do with his own house. Gerald opened a bottle of white wine and handed Timothy a glass before passing one to Dieter as well. He motioned toward a stool, and Timothy sat while Gerald and Dieter began pulling things out of the refrigerator.
“Is there anything I can do to help?” Timothy asked, feeling a bit useless watching them work.
Dieter returned to the refrigerator and began pulling out veggies. “You can make the salad, if you like.” Dieter placed a bowl and cutting board near him, and Timothy began cutting vegetables.
“Do you remember the story Grampy always told about his mother during the Depression?” Dieter asked as he put a pot of water on the stove to boil and began shucking sweet corn.
“What was it?” Gerald prompted.
Timothy laughed at the memory. “Grampy said that his father had bought a brand-new car in early 1933. They must have had it for about a week when Grampy’s dad was asked to travel from Philadelphia, where they were living, to Milwaukee. He went by train, and Grampy said that his mother became obsessed that someone was going to steal the car.” Timothy took a sip of his wine when he finished cutting the lettuce, and then started on the tomatoes. “Grampy must have been about ten, and he told her to lock up the car. So his mother got a length of chain from the garage and padlocked the car to one of the trees planted by the curb. She stopped obsessing about the car and was happy until Grampy’s dad got home and wanted to use the car.” Timothy took another sip of wine.
“It seems there was no key to the lock she’d used to secure the car to the tree.” Timothy began to chuckle, saying, “And Grampy’s dad spent an hour with a hacksaw, trying to cut through the chain so he could get his car loose.”
“That’s good,” Gerald said with a chuckle.
“It gets better,” Dieter added. “Because once he got the car free, he then asked his wife….” Dieter paused, and they answered together, “Why didn’t you just park the car in the garage?” Both he and Dieter laughed, carrying Gerald along with them.
“Grampy used to tell me stories all the time,” Timothy continued. “According to Grampy, it was when his dad was on that trip that he got the job offer to move to Milwaukee, and it was way too good to pass up. It was Grampy’s parents who originally purchased the house just down the block.”
“They must have had money, then,” Gerald said, and Timothy nodded.
“They weren’t rich, but even during the Depression, they lived pretty well. Grampy’s dad was a talented executive, and he worked for one of the breweries in town after Prohibition, so he did very well,” Timothy explained. “In fact, Grampy used to tell me about him and his dad visiting the Philadelphia Mint just before they left town. Grampy used to say that his dad knew that tough times were coming, so he drew a lot of his money out of the banks and converted it to gold in the late twenties. Before they left Philadelphia, they were supposed to turn in the gold coins for paper money, and Grampy’s dad took him along when he did it.”
“The government was nearly insolvent,” Gerald explained, “so they made people trade in their gold for paper. It was good for the government, but it screwed a lot of individuals over later on, when times got tough again.”
Timothy finished cutting the tomatoes and began working to clean the yellow peppers. “Grampy said that when they got to the mint, it was chaos. There was a huge line, and they had to wait a long time. He said a person in line was robbed, but the other people in the line caught the guy as he was trying to get away and nearly beat him to death.
“They waited in line for most of the afternoon in the blazing sun.” Timothy tried to imagine how that must have been. Heavy clothes, loads of sweaty people, no shade or relief at all as everyone stood in line on the sidewalk. “The first thing they had to do was take the raw gold to the bullion window, where they got, of all things, gold coin for it. Then they had to take the coin to exchange it for cash. Grampy told me that by the time they got to the window, his dad was so fed up that he hid coins in his inner pockets and only turned in some of them. Grampy said that when they got to Milwaukee, his dad hid the coins somewhere in the house as a safeguard.”
“Are they still there?” Dieter asked.
“I doubt it, after all these years,” Timothy answered. “Grampy said there used to be a safe in the one corner of the basement, but it’s gone now. You can still see the indentation in the concrete where it had once sat, and I suppose that’s where anything would have been kept.” Timothy finished up the salad as Dieter placed the corn in the boiling water.
“I’ll light the grill,” Gerald said, picking up the plate of steaks and heading toward the back door.
“Grampy used to tell me that story all the time.” Timothy stood up and wandered to the island, leaning against the counter as Dieter finished cooking. “When I was a kid, I could almost hear the sound of the cars as they passed on the street and feel the sweat as well as the concern and panic that everyone had to be feeling at the time. Grampy told me everything seemed so uncertain, and everyone kept wondering what was going to happen next.”
“I always loved listening to your Grampy’s stories.” Dieter stirred the corn in the huge pot. “What happened to him?”
Timothy sighed softly as he thought of his Grampy. “Mom put him into a home just before I left, and he did okay for a couple of years, but then he started to have circulation problems, and he lost his legs. He was better for a while then, but eventually the circulation problems spread to the rest of him, and his mind really started to go. He’d forget who I was sometimes, and toward the end, he didn’t know anyone. He died a few weeks ago, and that’s when I found out about the house.” Timothy let the words taper off. The rest was still too painful to talk about. “It was a blessing, I know that, but I still miss him so much.”
“I wish I’d have known,” Dieter said softly, and Timothy nodded slowly.
“Mom put him in the cheapest place she could find. I tried to find a better place for him, but I couldn’t afford it.” Timothy swallowed as the guilt he’d mulled over so many times reared its head once again. “Towards the end, I used to just sit with him and hold his hand. I knew he didn’t know me anymore, but every time I visited, I thought it might be the last time.”
Dieter turned off the burner and set his large spoon aside. “Were you there when he died?”
Timothy shook his head quickly. “One night he went to sleep and didn’t wake up. Thankfully, the home called me, because my mother didn’t do anything for Grampy’s funeral, including show up.” Timothy could forgive a lot of things, but her treatment of Grampy…. Timothy could never forgive her for what she’d done to him.
“What was wrong with her?” Dieter asked. “She never looked very good when I saw her.” He began removing the corn from the pot and set each ear on a plate.
“She was an addict.” Timothy sighed. “My mother the crackwhore.” At first, Timothy could see that Dieter thought he was kidding, but when Timothy nodded slowly, Dieter’s mouth hung open. “She used drugs of some sort for a long time. Mostly pot when I was growing up, but about a year before I left, she started using harder stuff. She tried to hide it at first, but after I figured it out and confronted her, she stopped hiding it altogether. I probably should have called the police, but she was my mom and I wanted to help her. As soon as I finished high school, I left.”
“So that’s why,” Dieter said almost to himself.
“That’s most of it, yeah. Like I said, she was mean to Grampy when he wouldn’t give her money. She was mean to everyone. When she needed a fix, she would do anything.” Timothy had found that out firsthand, but he couldn’t bring himself to talk about that with anyone. “So I left.”
“I always thought you left because you were treated badly,” Dieter whispered.
“That’s part of it too. Living on the street was better than living there, and by then she’d put Grampy in the home. Since I didn’t have to look after him anymore, it was time to leave. I should have kept in touch, but Mom didn’t know where I was, and I never wanted to see her again. So I cut all ties with everything here and stayed away.” Timothy felt terrible that he’d run out on his friend, but at the time, he really hadn’t seen how he’d had any other choice. “Can you forgive me?”
Dieter walked around the island, pulling Timothy into another hug. “I already have.”
The back door opened, and Gerald came back into the kitchen, setting the platter on the table. Dieter brought over the corn, and Timothy carried the salad. Dieter got plates and utensils, and they all brought their wine glasses to the table. Gerald opened a bottle of red, and they all sat down. The three of them talked and laughed, dispelling Timothy’s gloom. Gerald was a great guy, and he seemed to love Dieter deeply, which his friend really deserved. They talked about general topics, and when all the food had been devoured, they lingered at the table for a long time, drinking a little more wine and simply talking and laughing together. Timothy was careful about what he drank because he had to drive back to his apartment, and as the evening wore on, he got up to say good night.
Dieter walked him back to what was now his house, and Timothy decided to go directly home. “I’ll be back tomorrow,” Timothy told Dieter. “I’m going to start cleaning out the house and see what’s there.” Timothy wondered how he would feel being back in the house. Once he saw how he felt, he could decide what he wanted to do.
“It’s Sunday, so both Gerald and I will be around. I forbid Gerald from working on Sundays because that’s our time, so we’re usually here doing projects and things around the house. So stop by when you get here, okay?” Dieter grinned, and Timothy walked toward his car with a much lighter heart than when he’d pulled into the parking space hours before.
Starting the engine, he waved and then pulled out, driving to his small apartment in Glendale. When he arrived, Timothy parked and went inside. Closing the door, he looked to see if anything was out of place. He always checked; it was an old habit. Everything was as he left it, but he did notice how sterile, almost clinical, it felt. He didn’t have many things—he’d never needed them. But he’d felt a warmth at Dieter and Gerald’s that he hadn’t felt since he was a child with Grampy and Grammy.
Getting undressed, Timothy cleaned up and got into bed. Turning out the lights, he settled between the crisp sheets and tried to sleep. But it wasn’t to be. Being back at the house had stirred up memories he thought he’d been able to bury.
THE next day, Timothy returned to the house and looked over at Dieter and Gerald’s. Their place, like every other house on the block, was closed up tight at this hour of the morning. Since he hadn’t been able to sleep, he’d decided he might as well get to work. On the way, he’d stopped at an all-night grocery and gotten trash bags. He’d also grabbed a bunch of cleaning supplies and had even stuffed the vacuum cleaner into the trunk. He had no idea what he was about to walk into, especially once he scratched the surface, and he wanted to be ready.
Opening the front door, he hauled in all the supplies and decided he might as well go room by room. He started in the easiest ones, throwing away the trash in the living and dining rooms before closing up his first trash bag and hauling it to the curb. He knew trash day was Monday, so he figured it wouldn’t hurt for the bags to sit out overnight. Once that easy chore was done, he vacuumed the stained carpets in those rooms as well as the hall and then moved on to the kitchen.
That was a huge chore. Food had been left in the refrigerator, and he emptied it as quickly as he could, trying not to breathe, before shutting the door with a slam. He knew his mother had purposely unplugged it to make sure everything inside smelled as bad as possible. He’d brought some bleach, so he made a mild solution and wiped out the inside before giving up and closing the door for the last time. He’d just throw the whole thing away. Timothy cleaned out everything in the cupboards, making no decisions about whether it was good or not. Opening one of the drawers, Timothy gasped at the pile of needles and other bits of used drug crap he found. He dumped the entire drawer into the trash before moving on to the next. He spent hours in the kitchen and hauled bag after bag to the curb, but by the time he was done, the room smelled like Pine-Sol instead of musty death. Afterward, he looked at the basement door, but frankly he was afraid of what he might find and decided to put off that adventure for another day.
“Timothy,” Gerald called as he made his way to the curb with the last of the trash from the main floor.
“Morning, Gerald,” he called before dumping the bags on the growing pile.
“You’ve been busy,” Gerald commented as he made his way over.
“I couldn’t sleep, so I got an early start.” Timothy looked at the pile of full, black trash bags. “I bought one of the huge boxes of bags, and that’s only the main floor. I’m probably not going to have enough.” Timothy smiled. At least he was going to have as much crap out of his house as possible. “I better get back at it if I ever want to get finished.” Timothy headed back inside, waving to Gerald.
Timothy knew the upstairs was going to be worse, but he used the same strategy as downstairs. Most of the rooms didn’t take too long, but the bathrooms were filthy and took a long time to clean and undisgustify. Timothy hauled load after load of bags to the curb, getting every room cleaned except for the one he knew was piled full. Standing in the hallway, he looked around and was deciding if it was time to get lunch when he heard a loud knock on the front door. Grabbing a load of trash, he descended the stairs and pulled open the door. He expected it to be Dieter or Gerald. He was not expecting to see his mother.
“What are you doing?” she demanded. “You can’t throw away my stuff!” Timothy stepped back and tried to close the door, but she bustled inside the house. “All that is mine!” Her eyes looked glazed, and Timothy wondered what she was on now.
“I can throw away anything I like. I found all your drug crap, and I’ll call the police and have you arrested right now if you don’t leave. I bet they can find your prints on the syringes and other stuff. That, combined with the fact that you’re high as a kite, should be enough to land you in jail.”
“Is there a problem?” Gerald said from the doorway. “You need to leave. This house and everything in it are Timothy’s to do with what he likes.” Gerald sounded so confident that Timothy saw his mother waver, her head bobbing back and forth between them like some sort of demented bobblehead. “You are not to set foot on this property again.”
“Or what?” she asked, folding her hands over her deflated-looking chest.
“You’ll be arrested, and I bet if they do, they could find plenty on you.” Gerald stared back at her, and Timothy stepped to the door.
“Get out now!” Timothy reached into his pocket and pulled out his cell. “All it takes is three buttons and your crackwhore ass is in jail!” Timothy was barely holding himself together.
“I’m still your mother,” she said, stepping toward Timothy with her hand raised. Timothy braced for her attack but saw her stumble over the threshold, and she went flying, landing half in and half out of the door. When she got up, her nose was bleeding and her face was all scraped. She wavered and stumbled down the stairs.
“You stopped being my mother a long time ago, bitch!” Timothy cried before slamming the door. He looked out the window and saw his mother turn to look back, blood running down her face. She wiped it onto her blouse, barely noticing what it was. Timothy saw her get into a car, and after a few moments, it sped off. He didn’t know if she was driving, but he heard Gerald on the phone.
“My name is Gerald Young, and I want to report a possible incidence of driving under the influence. I suspect both drugs and alcohol. A dark sedan, license number BRH-1208. The vehicle is probably heading west on Newberry toward Capital.” Gerald explained Timothy’s mother’s behavior and provided additional information before disconnecting the call. “That should take care of them,” Gerald said with a smile, shoving his phone into his pants pocket.
“Thank you,” Timothy said.
“No problem. Dieter and I were about to get some lunch, and we were wondering if you’d like to go along. From the size of the pile of bags, you could use a break.”
“I’d love one.” Timothy didn’t want to tell Gerald that he also really didn’t want to be alone right now. “Let me wash up.”
“We’ll meet you at the house,” Gerald said with a smile before leaving. Timothy locked the door and washed his hands in the kitchen sink before leaving the house. He met Dieter and Gerald at their place and rode with them to a small Middle Eastern restaurant. Once they were done, Timothy rode back and headed over to his house, with Dieter and Gerald right behind. They had insisted on helping, and together they tackled the room full of junk. There wasn’t much in the room that was worth anything. Not that Timothy had thought there would be, but he had to look at everything before throwing it away. Finally, that room was done, and Timothy thanked Gerald and Dieter for their help. They had an appointment and had to go. “You call if your mother shows up again,” Gerald told him at the front door.
“I will, and thank you both for the help,” Timothy said at the front door before closing it behind them. He really wanted to go himself, but there was still more to do. He hadn’t been in the attic yet, and he wanted to know if there was anything up there. His mother never went up there. When he was a child, he’d found out his mother had a fear of the attic and refused to climb the steps, so he’d often played amid all the stuff that Grampy and Grammy had put up there. After carrying out the last of the trash bags, he climbed to the attic door and opened it, slowly ascending the dark stairs.
When he reached the top, he located the light chain and pulled it. The light bulb came on, and dust motes floated in the air. Timothy saw that all the stuff was still there. Boxes and trunks lined the edges of the floor. The space wasn’t full, but it never had been. He was simply amazed that Grampy and Grammy’s old things were still there. Timothy walked around the room, which spanned the entire top of the house. Everything looked the same. Timothy bent down and opened the lid on one of the trunks filled with old clothes. He could hear Grampy’s voice telling him how Grammy had once worn the dresses inside. Timothy picked one up carefully as he listened to Grampy’s voice in his head telling him about the first time he’s seen Grammy. He’d said it was love at first sight.
Setting the dress back in the trunk, he closed the lid and looked around some more. He smiled and moved one of the trunks aside. The small doorway was still there. When Timothy was young, he and Grampy had built a play place in the attic. No one knew it was there except the two of them. It was their special place. Remember the stories, Timmy. I put it where you always played. Grampy’s voice played in his head. He had told Timothy that over and over again, and as Timothy stared at the door, he wondered if there could be something to Grampy’s words.
He suddenly knew what Grampy had meant. I saved it all for you, Timmy. Whatever “all” meant. Kneeling on the floor, Timothy unlatched the door and opened it, peering inside. Of course he could see nothing, because he and Grampy had always used flashlights. But he didn’t have one. Opening the door further, Timothy closed his eyes and remembered what the room looked like inside. He stuck his head inside again, and a small amount of light shone in through the open doorway, just enough that he could see the room was empty. Leaning further inside, Timothy ran his hand along the angled wall that formed the underside of the roof. Grampy had lined it for him before putting up the wall, and it felt smooth. Then his hand touched a ridge near the limit of his reach. He couldn’t tell anything more, so he backed out of the doorway and stood back up. There was something there, or at least something was different.
Heart pounding, Timothy hurried down the stairs and out the front door, locking it behind him. He needed a flashlight if he was going to find out what was there. “It’s probably nothing,” he told himself more than once as he climbed into his car and sped off to the nearest drugstore. He told himself to calm down even as he entered the store and bought a cheap flashlight and some batteries. Then he hurried back to the house, his heart racing, and rushed back up to the attic, carrying the bag. Putting the batteries in the light, Timothy turned it on and climbed into the small door. There was definitely a spot in the ceiling where it looked like a hole had been cut and patched over. Pressing on the spot caused it to move slightly, and Timothy pressed harder, but it did nothing more than give a little. Backing out once again, Timothy looked around for something he could use as a pry bar and found Grampy’s old toolbox. Inside, he found a handmade screwdriver and carried that back into the little hideout with him.
Wedging it into the edge, Timothy worked the piece of wood free until it fell onto the floor, but nothing followed. “This is stupid,” he told himself even as he reached into the hole, feeling around the edge until his hand brushed against cloth. Timothy worked it free and pulled it out of the hole before backing out of the door for what he hoped was a final time.
The bag jingled as he carried it to the light, and it was heavy too. Opening it under the bulb, Timothy reached inside. Sure enough, they felt like coins, and with his heart racing, he grabbed a few and brought them into the light. They shone as bright and new as the day they were minted. Gold.
Legal Tender is the next in the Bottled Up / Art series by Andrew Grey. As you know, this and the Range series are my favourites of his, and this book definitely makes the cut!
Legal Tender takes us back to Dieter and Gerald as Dieter meets his childhood best friend Timothy when he visits the home he grew up in, a house that happens to be two doors down from Dieter and Gerald.
From the very first you find out that something horrible happened to Timothy when he was younger, a secret that caused him to run not just from home but from all that knew him back then. And Joiner could not be more perfect for him. He’s a down to earth, kind, loving man who works with Gerald and Brian (lawyers from the earlier Art books, just encase you forgot ) as a new lawyer and is brought in on Timothy’s case where he is immediately smitten.
In Legal Tender you get to touch base with so many of the previous characters, including seeing Bobby and Kenny from Uncorked – Kenny is the office that helps deal with the ramifications of Timothy’s monsters showing up on his doorstep.
Legal Tender is a sweet, passionate journey of the soul where one man has to overcome the demons of his past so he can fully embrace his present and future. I have loved this series from the start but Legal Tender has to be the best one yet!
I look forward to more from Andrew, and thank him for letting me get my hands on a ARC copy of a truly wonderful M/M story that touched my heart as it made me want to reach for a fan, lol.
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